all the readings are like presents wrapped up nicely and given to us and our duty is to unwrap those package and digest it. mr lim is really cute.
i think i am just so sick, obviously i know i'll be upset after knowing more things but it's just my character to go unravel for more things to make myself even more upset. my thinking is evidently not balanced.

lazy lah girl. can't wait to go bubble gumming with asman. stupid expectation shit. stupid tuition. stupid stupid stupid stupid.

SUPREME is the prettiest






most yo too(:

noisy girls are the ugliest

i just learnt that foods that do not get metabolized will not provide calories. so this is how the calorie thing works and sweeteners get excreted in the urine and are not changed in any way.

double standards. hmm..

A day out again alone

by this rate, i'll never get anything done. i think i've developed a phobia of school. not just the long hours, short rests and never ending list of homework. i've grown tired of discussing my problem with others, i can't even help myself. then, how should others help me? i don't know. should i go see a shrink like what ms tay had suggested?

probably i just need a day out again alone..

i think school work has kinda pile up. next week won't be a good week i guess. spa's coming up, cse presentation blah. i need another break, friday was well-deserved. nice long wait at the polyclinic, the bun that comes with the soup i had was warm and satisfying, so yummy. it's just small things that light up your day sometimes.

i love you mom

MOM YOU'LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE AND RESPECT YOU BECAUSE I'M REALLY TOO SHY TO SAY ALL THAT TO YOU. I'M REALLY SORRY IF YOU'RE GOING TO RECEIVE A CALL FROM MY TEACHER. ANOTHER RUDE SHOCK APART FROM BROTHER'S CANING TODAY. I HOPE YOU CAN HANDLE US TWO WELL. I GUESS BROTHER LOVES YOU TOO <3
AND THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING ME TO STAY HOME TOMORROW.

(:

MOM, CAN I STAY HOME TOMORROW?

HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK!
why why why? i really feel like staying home tomorrow.

caught up with some primary 6A classmates, they didn't change at all except for the four tall hunks haha. michelle cheng man yun, redonnia yeo xiu xian, lee xiu qi, teo deng yao, calvin lim wei quan, kenneth chua ren da and jeremy koh rui zhi. watched the jay chou movie :/ haha. hope to meet up with them real soon.

a suprise

my brother said he's bringing math homework to adrian's house and do. surprising.

second day of the new year

winnie winnie don't compare what you have and what you don't with others.

chinese new year, shopping malls not open, cedele cafe closed. how i miss their sandwiches. hong kong cafe not open. how i miss their mango desserts..

so feel like watching p.s i love you, asman said it's very sweet, sweeter than the lakehouse but i wanna keep the movie for v-day. watch alone also like quite diao (:

tomorrow is xiao mei's birthday, da jie wishes you a happy early birthday.

why do i feel my heart sink?

just a minute ago i discovered something and i really feel sad about it. so long that i haven't have this feeling. the heart feels really dense now. why do people have to part? just when something good might happen something uneventful has to happen :/ i feel disappointed, really. and after this intense feelings, i will begin to feel a void again then i will go all those stupid things over again.